She was
drunk.
I could see our breath like a mist in the cold winter’s night as we sat
outside the church building. People passionately lifting up praises to the Lord
echoed out of the churches open windows. My rear end was starting to move from
sore to numb as the chill sank into my bones from sitting on the ground
outside. She was anxiously glancing back and forth. She told me again she
should not be here she was “drrrrunk”. She rolled her “R’s” as they do in the Afrikaans language. My heart went out to her.
We sat
together there in the cold damp night, waiting for her to sober up or just gain
the confidence to go inside the building. I was silently praying for her and she
was feeling nervous about the church people’s reactions to her being drunk. I reassured
her of our love for her. She repeated again that she should not be here, yet
made no move to leave.
She had followed me all the way up the winding dark streets
from where she and her friends had been partying. All the while we kept
chatting lightly as we walked. She
continually telling me that she should go back to the party, yet we continued
walking together toward the church. God was propelling her. I smiled as I
watched her keep pace next to me.
God had
placed her on my heart from the first day she arrived at the park where our
mission’s team was working. I spotted
her standing towards the back of the ever growing numbers of teenagers and
children who were coming out to the site. With her arms crossed, her face
cynical and smug, she would stand and observe us. If you got to close, she side
stepped you. If you reached out to give her a friendly pat on the arm, she made
fists and darted. She smirked when we spoke and made fun of my American accent,
but God nudged me and said,
”This one,
love and pray especially for this one.”
It’s always
amazing how God can place a love inside of us for someone we do not yet know
personally. Or when He places a love in our hearts for someone who does what
they can to be rude or dodge us like the plague.
We shared some of the horror stories from our lives on that
chilly evening. She allowed me to share with her how God brought love and
healing into mine. We prayed together. She still has an abundance of hardships
to deal with in life, but I am confident of this.
God loves
her. That she is beautiful and valued in God’s eyes whether or not she feels valued in her family. I pray for her protection and for God to guide her each
week. I pray for healing for her heart and the strength to stand for what is
true. I also pray that one day I can see her and give her a big hug again, I
even long to hear her giggling as I try once again to pronounce her name
correctly.
There are
many of us who are in need of God’s love, forgiveness, grace and freedom, whether here
in the States or halfway across the world. They are hiding behind tough
exteriors, towering walls built from years of broken trust and open wounds, yet
dying inside for someone who will care and be patient enough to love them out
of from behind their walls.
I have heard
from quite a few people how they feel overwhelmed by the needs in our world. A
friend of mine shared she did not know where to start and if she could truly
make a difference.
This brings
me to this week’s challenge. Consider
this phrase,
“Do for one what you wish you could do for
all.”
Friends, if you relate to this then, could
you please pray and ask for the Lord to help you to see the “one” in your life?
Couldn’t we all start there? Start with just one person? Ask the lord to help
you to see the ways you can encourage and bless them and then do it. Maybe it is someone in your neighborhood, a
co-worker, or a person you have met where you volunteer. Perhaps God is leading
you to support a child through Compassion International or World Vision. I
encourage you to take the first step today and ask the Lord, “Who is your one?”
Then remember the words Bob Goff so aptly coined,
“Love
Does”.
1 Corinthians
13:1-3
If I speak
in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a
resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and
can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that
can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all
I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but
do not have love, I gain nothing.
Matthew
22:37-40
Jesus
replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your
soul and with all your mind.’ This is the first and greatest commandment. And
the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ All the Law and
the Prophets hang on these two commandments.”
Later this
week I will post links to websites where you can discover ways to get active
with your faith. For those ready to jump in with both feet stay tuned.
God can do the impossible through us if we are willing. Thinking out of our little box is next on the list. May the Lord bless you greatly friends.